“Is there a particular pain, pleasure, preference or passion in my life which has too
great a hold on my heart and is robbing me of peace?
This is a great question to ask this Lenten season. The answer to the question can lead to a healthy repentance of an area of idolatry in our life from which we should repent. Then Pete instructs,
“Clenching it now in my fists, I open them slowly before the Lord, letting go and
receiving his peace”
God has already paved the way of healing through Christ’s death on the cross, we simply walk into this healing. Sometimes, however, it can feel like a loss. We can beat ourselves up, especially if our sin has hurt others. Gently opening our clenched fits is an apt picture of repentance. It doesn’t have to be torturous or guilt ridden. Just like a child who has picked up something dangerous, we open our hands slowly and let the Father take it from us.
This is the attitude of repentance during Lent. This is the ash of the palms that marked our foreheads. But it’s not the end of the story. In just a few weeks we will be waving palm branches, once again, and celebrating Christ’s Triumphal entry on Palm Sunday! It is the cycle of repentance. David, the Psalmist, says,